Fuck it here’s the long one
Why I’m done with Tumblr (sorta):
First off, let me just say that if anything I say pisses you off, that’s probably a good indication it was meant for you.
Secondly, I don’t think any of you are even paying attention so what the fuck ever right?
I get that I’m not the most interesting guy. I’m not looking for attention or praise. I don’t expect people to think my re-blogs of “Game of Thrones” wolves lined up with pictures of similar looking puppies will earn me hugs, kisses, and cheers from my followers. I also understand that my zany sense of humor isn’t for anyone. I get it, I promise.
But there’s been three instances where I have specifically asked for feed back.
And each time, I have gotten NOTHING. The only people who have ever responded to me, reblogged me, or helped me out in any fashion is #OhMyGil, a great guy who I can just talk to on Twitter, and #TomBrevoort, who puts up with me and every other Marvelite’s bull shit.
So three times, I have asked.
1st time I wanted help with figuring out why I couldn’t reflag anything on Chrome. No one helped me. I even sent information to the “tumblr.” help-site. It literally forwarded me to a bunch of reblogged suggestions under the hashtag #TechHelp and #TumblrToggle or some bull. I e-mailed them and never got a response.
2nd time I asked why Firefox constantly undoes everything I’m typing when I hit back-space and why I can’t figure out how to include my blog-name as a quote when I reblog. No response there either, but it was less surprising.
So yeah, that’s nonsense right? “Just do a quick google search”. Well eventually I did (still didn’t figure it out). But that’s all bull. That’s not my real problem.
My real problem is most of you seem to be vain, self-absorbed ass holes who reblog your bull shit opinions and interests all day.
Now I sound like a vain, self-absorbed ass hole because you guys are useless to me! WHY?
Because the third time I asked you for your help it was because someone I love and care about is going through a very serious depression with some serious anxiety and I can’t help this person. I don’t know how. And a week ago I finally blogged about it, asking for help.
On a daily basis I see posts about depression and anxiety. On a daily basis you people post the struggles of others and put them on a pedestal and say “Oh gosh, it’s so bad! Someone should do something to change it!” Or “Here’s how to help!” Well I am just really surprised that no one even reblogged my plea for help. I’m just stunned no one even passed the buck to someone else because they didn’t know or didn’t care enough to give me the time. But at least pass it along. Nothing.
And I know it was posted in what would essentially be “high-tide” for the people I follow/who follow me, in terms of tumblr posts. I know it could’ve gotten circulation.
WHAT I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH PICTURES OF SUPERNATURAL FUCKS MAKING SILLY FACES? NOT ENOUGH HAWKGUY SHAKING HIS ASS?
I’m sorry, I have a REAL fucking problem. And I asked google and it told me all the generic bull shit you hear in health classes in high school. “Go tell an adult.”
I love this person and this person is very, very, very important to me AND my family. I cannot imagine a world without this person. And this person is on the brink of deep, deep place. One more panic attack could throw this person over the edge.
I want to know how to help, I want to know what I’m supposed to do and I *know* someone on this site knows how.
But I got no answers. And I seem to never do. I don’t know why I’m on this site other than to laugh at pictures. I don’t really want followers ‘cause none of you really seem to give a shit anyways. You just reblog my funny pictures (MAYBE) if you think it’s interesting enough. I left Facebook because of the insincere interest in my life and the expectation that I should be insincerely interested in theirs.
This is worse.
This is obnoxious. I’m done with this.
Not about look-at-me
It’s more about “look at my problem and genuinely help. I’ve tried and exhausted every option and I’m at the end of my rope here and this person is slipping away. I know someone on this site can help me, why did no one help?”
I mean shit,
At least Tom Brevoort responds to “asks”. And he doesn’t even has to.
Fuck you tumblr.
I hate Tumblr. … and here’s why:
Wrote a big essay about why I hate this fucking site now. Whittled it down to this:
You are all self-absorbed ass holes and I asked for help on how to deal with a close loved one’s depression and no one even passed-the-buck with a reblog. Sorry I didn’t put enough funny pictures of Supernatural idiots in there.